EJU

Tomorrow i'll be sitting for my EJU. This examination has a very great impact to me which if i dont pass this exam, i'll be the one and only "black sheep" of the family for the second time. I repeat, SECOND TIME. I made my first mistake during my form 2 year once and i dont want to be the old me again. During that time, only God knows how miserable i am. The feeling of being guilty, afraid, useless and stupid. And now, i swear i can feel it coming again. Abang and nana had already flew to Germany and Czech Republic to pursue their study and they really do well there. My younger sister is still in the secondary school and anything related to her study is nothing to be afraid of. The one who left unstable is me. So this one time, i'm going to make my parents proud of me by passing this exam with flying colours and fly to Japan.

Papa didnt do well in his study during his time because of the unstable family condition. He keep on repeating that once upon a time ago, he could only walk through the UM campus and hoping that he can sit and learn in the UM campus. And only now during his old age he manage to further his study in UM. Regardless his poor academic background, up until now he can still be the greatest man in our family and bring us up to this level. With a stable family condition now, theres no reason for me to fail. Thus, i have to do my best so that i can achieve my dream and also my parents dream.

Here i would like to thank my beloved family papa mama abang nana cheah for what they had did to me and i promise i will do my best in this exam. And i would like to thank my teachers and friends who had teach me a lot about life. I'll make you guys proud. :) my last request is i hope that you guys will pray the best for me.

Thankyou.